who had a good night tonight? it’s me! where? krash! where else? chris, mo, taylor and i went back to the usual haunt looking for and determined to have a great night. walking through the doors, i put papi out of my mind and created the idea of having a great time! we immediately hit the bar and proceeded to get nice and liquored up while dancing on the now- crowded dance floor. a few drinks in, a few of my inhibitions disappeared and i was a bit of a ...
when i was in high school and really beginning to become aware of my sexuality, i started having a lot of questions about sex. i didn’t really have any friends, and we all know i couldn’t go to my parents to answer my particular kind of questions; so i began to venture out to find answers on my own.
as i mentioned, the first time i ever saw someone naked was at 13, with that whole playgirl picture situation. after that, i chilled out for a while- ...
on monday, i was in a store for about 15-30 minutes making sure that i was picking the products that were right for me and suited my tastes- taking note of aesthetics, dates, ingredients, quality and quantity. i like to take my time when shopping for particular things.
once i had chosen my 4 or 5 items for purchase, i made my way to the checkout counter looking along the aisle for anything else that i may have missed along the way. recognizing me when ...
so you remember papi? that sexy little latin boy that i swooned over at krash nightclub? i was at krash a couple of weeks ago when i noticed papi with one of his friends standing around the club. my mind immediately went to every time i'd seen him at krash before, and how content i was to just stand around and watch him for hours on end. though he wasn’t yet dancing, i knew that once the club began to fill, i would once again, be in that same position- ...
...you gotta get up and answer it.
this morning, just 10 minutes after i woke up, i got a call from my friend, lynda, who does some behind the scenes camera work over at bcat- brooklyn’s public access television station. she was filming a test for a show and apparently, due to the rain, most of the actors just decided not to show up. so she invited me to come and fill in.
normally when something like this comes up, i, out of fear and self-doubt of ...
