So, I was chillin at a friend's house the other day, and we decided to watch a movie. Scrolling through his cable network listings, we stumbled upon a few "ok" movies, but nothing really worth watching. Then we hit the movie, "Gothika" and were thinking of watching that, but realized we already missed a good hour or so. As coincidence would have it, my friend had the dvd of "Gothika" lying on the table. So that was the movie to watch.
Now, I'm not going ...
It's no secret that my relationship with my family is at best minimal and almost damn near non-existent. This weekend, I created the possibility of getting to know them, and having them know me. We're all crazy and are going through our own things, but in the end, they are my family and I do love them.
For years, I've convinced myself that they in fact do not love me and want to "fix" the thing that is my sexuality, amongst other things that I believe, ...
Just call me Inmate # C92894
That is all...
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if there is one thing that my family does very well, it’s guilt trips. particularly, making you feel guilty and wrong for just wanting something better for yourself, wanting to try something new or even wanting to live your life in a way that differs from their idea of what your life should be. i’ve experienced this type of guilt from my family as long as i can remember; but last night i had had enough.
my mom called me with a seemingly sweet ...
every once in a while life presents you with a situation to congratulate you on just how much you’ve grown as a person. i’ve been through a lot in the last year or so- especially when it comes to friendships and how i handle them. i went through a very long period in which i thought very little of myself and ended up following people around- making myself completely available to them in an effort to gain their friendship. as my at the time, pathetic ...
i was perusing craigslist last night when i came upon the following ad and fell the fuck out!
"looking to celebrate king day by uniting my black uncut cock into ur white ass. me gl, dd/free, nice body, discreet. send pic for response. no email tagging & b.s."
not sure if this was the dream dr. king was referring to... but it worked for someone's celebration (not mine)!
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my friends nathan and jared recently asked a favor of me. they are creating an internet talk show called "the & show," and, knowing of my aspirations in entertainment, have asked me to come on board as a producer and guest of the show. as they are socialites of new york's urban gay community, i quickly jumped on the opportunity to work with them. my life up to this point has not left me with much experience connecting with gay black men; and this ...
