all my gurls are not answering their phones right now! i'm drunk as hell, and got mad crazy shit to kiki about regarding my night; and y'all just no where to be found!
hmpfh
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i’m way too hung-over to give you a comprehensive detailing of last nights’ events, but i will say this: that was the best night out i’ve had in months. you hear me? months!
first, my aunt vickie vale [read: my new mentor] and i met up for some happy hour 2 for 1 drinks to catch up, kiki, and drink! i met him through smokestack, and he's been such a great influence on me these last few weeks. a natural motivational speaker, every time i see him, ...
yo, that was some f*cked up ish right there... but also, hilarious as hell! :)
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i've reached my limit. i'm tired and exhausted. tired of doing things for other people, and tired of waiting for someone to do things for me. it's time for me to do for myself. i haven't been able to for a really long time now, because i keep carrying everyone else's shit around with me in my arms, on my back, in my head. i have no life of my own, and am consumed with the problems and incompetencies of those around me- and it has to stop right fucking ...
i'm living my life in a box!
i realized that today while having lunch with spencer grant, and it scared the shit out of me! for months i've been walking aimlessly through my day trying to figure out why i can't snap out of this seemingly endless rut. although i've got stability, i feel an intense lack of power around several areas of my life- the areas leading to the things i actually want to do. the things i enjoy the most.
there are several things ...
i’m living my life in a box!
i realized that today while having lunch with my friend, jared, and it scared the crap out of me. for months i’ve been walking aimlessly through my day trying to figure out why i can’t snap out of this seemingly endless rut. although i’ve got stability, i’m not doing what i want... what i love. i’m not doing me.
there are several things going on keeping me stuck.(1) i’ve got writer’s block… and bad! i ...
embedded in an email i got today with the subject line, "thought you might want to see this" was:
my friends know me well. and i love them dearly! thanx, unknowndj :)
damn! all that flopping made me excited! i think i'll relive those 19 seconds again...
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