Evolution Of A Man

this last month has been slow. really slow! i hate it when things aren’t busy. it really makes me feel like i’m not accomplishing anything. and that’s not good.

the book that i’m writing is out with the editors and therefore, out of my hands for a while. it’s left me almost feeling empty. i’ve been putting so much time and effort into writing it, and now that it’s being worked on by other’s, i find myself sitting in my apartment doing nothing but waiting for baby to come back home. i’m usually a really patient man, but i’m just so excited about the possibilities of this project that i just can’t wait til i have it back in my hands. but patience is a virtue.

i realized my problem (other than having to wait) the other day. i focus way too much energy into one thing or area, and not give any concentration to all the other great things in my life. for example- with my friends- i find myself almost taking turns with which people i concentrate on and hang with at any given time. one person will get a lot of my attention, and then when i’ve had enough, i’ll switch it to someone else. apparently, i do this in many areas of my life. i complain about not having things to do without realizing that a slight shift in focus could change all of that.

all of that said, i’ve decided to switch it up a bit. there are lots of other things that i could focus on while i wait for my baby’s return, lol. this beautiful brand new evolution of a man site for example. there’s been a bunch of things floating around in my head recently, and the fact that i’ve addressed not one of them here is just not acceptable. i also got back into something of a new workout routine- compliments of wii fit. don’t know if you’ve gotten the chance to take a look at it, but it’s brought a level of fun to working out that i never thought possible. i’m actually excited to work out now, lol.

in short, there are plenty of other things i could dive into.

[note to self: there's lots more work to do. while you hurry up and wait for the book, get off your ass and make some other shit pop off!]