Evolution Of A Man

this is the frame paused on my computer because i just HAD to write this post!

[sidebar: i'm catching up on all my missed television due to my 2 week trip to texas. my dvr went crazy and so i pretty much have to catch up on everything online (which i love 'cuz i can have porn playing in the background). anyway, after watching an enticing (and very well produced) "making the band 4" finale, i rounded to "the hills" for some beverly hills reality (or so they say...).]

when the opening credits and natasha bedingfield’s “unwritten” began to play, i sang along in the spirited and jovial essence that is my weekly hills viewing; but when i got to the lyrics, “reaching for something in the distance, so close you can almost taste it…” i got waaay too excited and almost started crying. i’m trying to stay really calm, humble, and quiet about it, y’all, but i am really, really ecstatic about my book, “evolution of a man.” like, i’m so friggin’ close to my dream of publishing a book and unleashing my presence on the world (lol) that i can hardly sleep at night! seriously. i got very little sleep in texas because i was dreaming about the possibilities of my work and it’s impression on society. i really feel that it is a unique story that will open a lot of minds and doors (my mission statement is coming soon). it’s frustrating, because i haven’t slept in over a week, but at the same time… i’m living for it! if i’m gonna have a restless night, i’m pretty damn glad it’s because i’m dreaming of and imagining my successful future.

albert einstein once said: “imagination is everything. it is the preview of life’s coming attractions.” let me tell you, i’ve been dreaming and imagining myself in all sorts of interviews, encounters, appearances, and meetings- i’m seriously about to do some shit; and i can hardly contain myself!

if something doesn’t happen soon, i’m gonna burst!

ok… back to “the hills”