turned out!
will on October 26th, 2008
**disclaimer: this post is for grown folks!**
i’ve been spending many nights inside lately. the reasons why have been varied- don’t want to spend money; it’s getting too cold; don’t feel like playing a game of “catch” with men- i could go on… *sigh* during my evenings of solitude, i’ve been watching a lot of movies, surfing the web, chatting online and walking around the neighborhood; but the best times, recently, have been when i’m in bed- right before going to sleep- and enjoying the pleasures of my aneros companion.
look, there are those of us single dudes who don’t have the time or patience- in today’s struggling economy of decent men- to deal with all this madness. so, we are forced to take measures into our own hands! the aneros (i really need to give mine a name) combines obscenely pleasurable stimulation with the relief of not having to search for the “needle in a haystack” that is a man who’s interested in being with me for more than just trying to get a nut! i’m a really affectionate person, and haven’t yet found anything worthwhile in casual hookups.
the downside, however, is the disappointment that occurs when- in the midst of such extreme pleasure- i look back and yell, “yeah, nigga… fuck that ass!” only to see that there really isn’t anyone back there. *sigh* such is the side effect of self-pleasure.
oh well… i’m still getting mine, though! fuck them ho’s! lol 
