Oh, football player, why do you torture me so?
photo courtesy of The NY Post
This picture was on the front cover of today's New York Post. I didn't notice it at first, but when I reached my office and plopped the paper on my desk my eyes went straight to it and I broke out in an inconsolable fit of tears. Accompanied by a headline only Alexyss K. Tylor could do real justice, the player featured assumes a position that was once somewhat familiar to ...
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this post is for grown folks... if you're easily offended feel free to keep it moving!
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today marks the first of two 1-year anniversaries taking place this month- both of which will get their own post. it is sunday, april 5th, 2009, and as of 1pm eastern standard time it has been a full year since i last had (penetrative) sex! as many of you pick your jaws up off the floor, i'll explain the reasons and ...
long time readers of evolution of a man will know that i am quite the fan of pornography. at 16, in an effort to learn about and awaken my sexuality, i took it upon myself to explore west hollywood- the gay los angeles. after school, i visited several adult bookstores and theaters in the area, and at one establishment in particular- the tomkat theater- i saw my first skinflick and gave my first blowjob. as i grew older, going off to college and eventually ...
when it comes to my sexual evolution, saying "it's been slow" would be quite the understatement. i lost my virginity at 26- way later than i would have liked; and since, have only really had sex once or twice a year. i'm approaching my 30th birthday next year, and when it comes to sex, my experience can be likened to that of a young high school boy. a porn fan for years, i know plenty about the mechanics, but not from experience because i don't get it ...
love is on the way
all I got to say
is it wont let go
you can pray to early may
fast for 30 days
still It wont let go
got a good book and got all in it
tried a little yoga for a minute
but it wont let go (oooh)
tried to turn the sauna up hotter
drank a whole jar of holy water
but it wont let go
~erykah badu "i want you"
while i wouldn't call what i'm feeling love, these words certainly reflect the desire i have for someone in my life. about 2 ...
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i've been spending many nights inside lately. the reasons why have been varied- don't want to spend money; it's getting too cold; don't feel like playing a game of "catch" with men- i could go on... *sigh* during my evenings of solitude, i've been watching a lot of movies, surfing the web, chatting online and walking around the neighborhood; but the best times, recently, have been when i'm in bed- right ...
the universe is really shifting right now! or maybe i'm just finally getting to work. in the last week, my life and productivity level has increased dramatically, and it's showing no signs of slowing down.
for starters, i've finished writing and editing my book. i've also created a media kit for it (which will soon be available here on the site). i've spent the last few days sending the kit out to my various media contacts in writing, blogging and ...
after a visit to a lower east side haunted house and downing 3 mojtos at paladar, i now find myslef drunk and at a strip club waiting for some hot near-naked guy to strike my fancy. i got money to spend and i'll be damned if i spend it on more alcohol
*note: picture taken while drunk and trying to avoid club security*
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it's been a good 5 or 6 months since my little hot pocket has seen any action. suffering from an acute case withdrawal, it's become a bit melancholy. so last night, before bed, i had to venture into my box of tricks for some fun. tired of the old "beat the meat" routine that is my usual nightcap, i reached for my trustworthy and dependable friend:
my aneros mgx!
this little doo-hickey is my "boyfriend" ...
today, i was a whore!
that is all. ...
