i'm not quite sure where i picked this up, but i am way too sensitive. i take everything i hear very personally- criticism, opinions, body language- everything. i've put in a lot of work to find and figure myself out and, as a result, i seem to have developed a self awareness that is starting to become crippling. focusing on how i'm affected by and relate to everyone and everything around me- in an effort to be a more conscious individual- has blinded me ...
i have to say, i'm getting really excited for and about diddy's upcoming album, "last train to paris." he's been talking about it on making the band this season, and we've gotten to hear little of what could possibly be on the album in some of the scenes. i've been feeling what i've been hearing... it's got a pretty sweet european sound which i love. he calls it "train music."
anyway, i just read an interview on bossip with dawn richard, formerly of ...
some people go for the bad guys. some, for the wealthy ones. me? i go for the unavailable. those guys that for whatever reason, are not interested in me- but whom i chase and chase in the hopes that their mind and feelings will change. even more upsetting is the fact that most of them, in the end, prove uneligible to be my partner in the first place. but still, i persist.
i don't know why i continue to do this. i mean, there must be some part of me ...
