in the last month or so, i’d been pretty upset about this particular anniversary. i thought for sure that by the time a year slapped itself around i would have a full-time job, or was gaining sustainable income promoting my book, etc. but alas, unemployment has been my friend for many months now. approaching today with positivity looked quite difficult.

standing in this moment, however, i feel a lot better than i anticipated. this week i’ve been working and learning in a temp position that will carry on into next week and, perhaps, other small gigs in the future. the money’s not tremendous, but it does fix a few holes in the foundation. it’s been a challenging, but fun and refreshing job, and couldn’t have come at a better time. in addition, stemming off of the great work week i had, while taking a shower this morning i had one serious career-building brainstorming session. i thought about all the ways in which i need to start taking risks, making an effort and creating a brand. my whiteboard is now covered with tasks and ideas for me to follow through on; and i feel inspired and excited to move forward.

see, this is why i love the spring. everything flourishes and gets rejuvenated. i’m pushing myself harder and futther this spring and summer than i ever have. from my writing to my social life & fitness. hopefully it will all pay off. my groove is just around the corner, and i’m almost there. so job or no job… today, i’m celebrating!