after a few weeks of chaotic madness, the dust is finally starting to settle over here in my world, and the time has come for me to resurface once again and re-establish myself in the blogosphere.
i’ve spoken recently of several changes that have taken place in my life over the course of the last 3 weeks. to name a few: i turned 30 years old; someone i thought was a close friend cut me out of his life unexpectedly, and for no good reason; and most ...
as i've been screaming from the rooftops for the past week, yesterday was my 30th birthday! the reason why i'm so excited is because i am so incredibly ready to get the next season of my life started. there are many big changes either currently taking place or are about to get kicked off in my life right now and, in my opinion, they couldn't be happening at a more appropriate time.
i've already spoken of the first of these major changes: smokestack ...
the universe is really shifting right now! or maybe i'm just finally getting to work. in the last week, my life and productivity level has increased dramatically, and it's showing no signs of slowing down.
for starters, i've finished writing and editing my book. i've also created a media kit for it (which will soon be available here on the site). i've spent the last few days sending the kit out to my various media contacts in writing, blogging and ...
it's no secret that in the past, i've had concerns and apprehensions about my friendship with smokestack. i've felt that he's been inconsiderate about my time and space, and abusive of my money and good nature. all of this has led me to resent him more and more as time has gone by. i used those feelings as examples of our friendship without taking responsibility in my part of the drama. throughout the past year or so, we've hooked up a couple of times, ...
some people go for the bad guys. some, for the wealthy ones. me? i go for the unavailable. those guys that for whatever reason, are not interested in me- but whom i chase and chase in the hopes that their mind and feelings will change. even more upsetting is the fact that most of them, in the end, prove uneligible to be my partner in the first place. but still, i persist.
i don't know why i continue to do this. i mean, there must be some part of me ...
my "friend" smokestack and i made plans to hang out this evening. he called me this afternoon while i was chillin at home getting some stuff done, and told me about his day. he didn't have a particularly good one, but that's besides the point. he mentioned that he was tired, and that he was going to take a nap and would come over around 6:30.
6:30 came and went. 7:20 arrived, and my phone rang. it wasn't the person i was expecting. in fact it was ...
